Sunday, November 13, 2005

To cry or to be happy? but i feel like crying more

Why do i have such a disturbing title?

hmmm. maybe becos 3 months is so SLOW and so fucking siong inside my camp. Not saying i am not used to army life. it's my camp that's the problem!! i find it siong lor. i duno lah but i find it siong. my camp mates has this feeling too. hate it !! hate it!!

Ok so they explained what they will be doing. and also expressed roughly how many people will stay who will roughly not. Guess what? We were given free choice just to test see how many people wanna willingly stay. we were given both side. obviously one side wanna stay one side not wanting.

many went over to not staying. but in the end they were being picked over. becos they were the like roughly should be staying one. I did not want to get picked over which is good. and when asked why i dun wanna stay, i gaved the reason i juz wanna get posted out.

hmm let's juz hope so i will get posted out. of course everyone hope to get posted out to becum driver. but i juz hope if can driver then driver if not post me go be a sentry at cmpb near my house also good. that one i lagi more like.

Ok why i sometimes wanna cry why i sometimes wanna be happy.

I sometimes feel like crying is becos this fucking week is so siong and hard to cross by. it's all physical actvcivites packed into one whole week. They do not have much time liao so they are now packing alot of activities into one week. so like one day could have 3 fucking physical activities. -.- of course i do get my rest. but do u think it's enuf when during the so-called rest u have to clean ur room or do your miscenllenous things like packing your cupboard which u made it messy when u were rushing for time during for time.

As you know when u are rushing for time, u dun have time to put nicely your clothes, u juz throw it into the cupboard, lock it and zao.

And also for the remaining weeks it's gonna get more and more physically demanding and more siong. -.- wah lao. it's gonna remain until i pass out that week.

Ok anyway now for why i feel happy? becos it's novemember liao. and next month ? decemember. I dec 09 is gonna be my Passing-Out-Parade.

I dun even know i can pass out not. but hope so lah. during that parade means the end of your BMT. and a few days later u will know where you will go for the remanining NS life.

During that parade i can either invite my parents or invite 2 friends i think duno to come to my parade. it's juz like national day that kind. you march in. blah blah do swee swee then duno what lah.

This is the reason lor. i sometimes feel like crying why time go so slow and schdule is so fucking physically demanding for the remaining weeks of my BMT.

but feel EXTREMELY happy that BMT ending in1 more month time.

Anyway that time during in camp. while i was doing something. i heard this familiar song. Dragostea Din Tea. it's a spanish? or italian. i duno lah. all i know i last year got that song and i listen lah. it's very catchy.

and guess wad? during in camp i was doing something i heard the song was same tune but sang by a girl and in chinese? i was like WTF?

Then hear liao i was like eh very cute leh. then i start keep singing this song ( in the italian lyrics ) then one of my camp mates say it's sang by guo mei mei. LOL

then second time we were doing the same thing, the radio inside some room got this song again.

Then once i came back i saw the Mtv on the tv. i was like so diaoz. it's guo mei mei singing say she not scared of cockroach anymore. and i duno why now this song has becum more popular. i heard many people got the ringing tone. but anyway i was like. why last time italian one boh popular then now guo mei mei take and sing until so lousy so many people like.

haiz the world ah. duno why. i still prefer the italian lyrics. although i duno wtf they are singing about.

yesterday reach home i quickly tok to my dad. first thing was to change and nua in sofa. I was nua-ing there for like duno how long while toking to my dad and bro. then my bro toked about getting the m1 offer 98 dollars for 6230i. i said i pay for him first lor. ( my mind was thinking giving this phone as his wedding gift or something)

Then anyway we said everything hao hao. then i dumped all my dirty ( a whole big fucking load into my laundry wash) then left to bath and go out with yk.

i bo bian go beach road do my name tag for my uniform and stuff. then the auntie blur blur go do extra name tag. so she did 4 name tag but i only need 2 name tag. so she sewed on 2 and the other 2 never use and still dare kp me. -.- i was like nvm u juz charge me. as long as 2 of the name tags are sewed on can liao.

then during that time i was there i saw my camp mates etc. then left with yk to go meet my bro and his wife. then we reach bugis. and went in had actaully wanted to sign up one. but i think my bro missed out one small fine print. TO SIGN UP YOU NEED TO SIGN UP THOSE 70 plus dollar plan. my bro and me was like WTF?! phone cheap but line so expensive. so never sign up for it.

my bro and his wife left to go chinatown walk. meanwhile i and yk go arcade awhile then he go buy comics and i bought one. about spiderman's eneimes Venom VS Carnage. woot i read halfway le. quite nice. had actaully wanted to go buy some polo t-shirt. but the shops were closing liao so i went with yk to buy bubbble tea and seeing time was so late and most shops were closed we juz went home.

ok i gtg.

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