Significant happenings

hi

this week hor hmmm let me juz say bah. alot has happened. both sad and happy.

ok so where should i start?

lets start by monday bah.

as i mentioned in previous entry i have parade. ok so i was selected for the engineer's day parade.

we all got ready and went NEE SOON CAMP. it was renovated lor i think. cuz i rmb when i was small i went in one time i got go in before. still remember the canteen. hehe

then it was quite well renovated. i still remmeber last time dun have tekong for BMT. so all guys serving NS would go NEE SOON CAMP for BMT training.

anyway after that we juz do our normal marching lor. i was the marching contigent. then anyway alot of high rank people there so very mafan so better if u stick together wif ur friends.

then anyway went to their e-mart to buy things. then saw the engineer polo t-shirt which was very nice so i bought one. then left. my friends they bought alot of other units also but i buy enigneer one cuz it was the nice-st of them all.

then the days juz pass by day by day. juz rehersal rehersal and more rehersal.

i was quite burnt lor. juz like the time last time in secondary school that time. i was so black and when i took off my shirt i can see 2 colors. becos we wearing smart no.4 so it would almost whole arm black on the top part is WHITE.


rehersal until the actual day came.

the morning i woke up wif a different feeling. it was my birthday but somehow i did not feel happy. then i proceed on to my own things. i was in my own bunk polishing my boots. my platoon mates left but they did not tell me. i carried on polishing my own boots until i felt it was time to go down. and when i got down i got a big scolding by my sgt. i told them no one told me to go down and no one said what time to go down and they juz kept scolding me. even my platoon mates was putting the blame on me when i was ignorant of the time to go down and no one camed to inform me or call me down.

-.- i felt very maligned and the whole bus person kept making noises. i kept quiet. juz quiet the moment i reach on the bus. i juz sat and fuking kept quiet.

but i can;t help but feel maglin for something i did not do. it's like i was juz doing my own thing and i really duno what time to go down cuz REALLY NO ONE INFORMED ME. i was like if i saw them go down i would go down wif them but non of them ever inform me they are going down nor did i see them go down. -.-

i was really on the brink of madness, i was so angry and i was abt to break. really. at that time i really feel like killing or beating up someone. but in the end , i juz sat and kept quiet. QUIET was the word i did.

while everyone slept i juz cried.

yes ladies and gentlemen i cried. for no apparent reason i juz cried. But now i know the reason why i had to cry on that day during the later part of the day, why i had no mood on that day even though it was my birthday. ( reason? can't say personal) but definately mostly crying is not for the incident that juz happened.

those tears were meant for a particular person quite close to me. yes it was.

it's juz for a personal reason.

and it is that day i felt you should cherish what u have. if not regret is the word u shall face when its gone.

wednesday nite mj sms me happy birthday lol she early one day wished. thanks mj lurve ya.

anyway was still very moody on my birthday morning. still feeling watery in my eyes but managed to contorl myself and juz sat and wait. cuz everyone was waiting for the parade.

we reached so early lor. of all contigents during rehersal we were most late then on parade day we were the most early. we waited for 1 and half hour lor.

deciding i shall carry on the parade and put up a good show while putting aside my emotions.

so when it was time everyone came and form up and very soon the parade started. there were lots of spectators and the live military band was there. played the ndp marching songs like the marching one, slatue-ing kind , march past one, flag march in kind all sorts of the military ndp marching songs which are used in ndp parade.

it was so like national day parade lor. then the chief of engineer and chief of ARMY camed. then they did the inspection of the marching people. then got speech. i was in my contigent looking at spectators but wifout moving my head or anything juz my eyes. but head still facing front. observing the spectators. mostly was all guys

guess what i and i think most of the people is looking for. girls lah. got lah got one chio bu but cannot see properly cuz she so far.

hope that day got take photograph lor. then i can show u guys. hehe

it was so like national day parade lor only the scale is not as big and no ARTILERY firing and air force flying.

it was a proud event.

then after that go back camp had to learn SAW and m203. both weapons. had some hard time learning the SAW cuz first time.

then at nite while i on my phone i got alot of birthday greetings. hehe was delighted to see all of them. called ky, ks awhile. did not wanna disturb the rest of my friends. also sms'ed my bros as they going overseas. then i juz laid on my bed from 7 to 10pm mostly i juz stoned and tired. hmmm anyway that was the later part which i got the news which i had earlier cried for.

it's a wonder how a person can feel what may happen.

ok after that friday was a live firing of m203. it was my gun i had to learn.

woo damn was it heavy. i had a hard time aimming and my hand was shaking due to the long aimming and my hands was tired after holding that heavy weapon. PONG ! off the grenade went out of the gun and tyco i kena quite on shot 2 times. woot

but it was practice rounds. then during the real explosive round i kinda shot abit off to the left. so never hit on target.

then anyway after that we juz left and book out.

reach home and unpacked and juz carried on wif life.

i have alot of things to get. i think today i shall go buy 50 cdr and go out wif kk and ks.

kk coming over my house later.

well this 20th birthday of mine is very significant. alot of things happened. both happy and sad.

1. 20th birthday. no more teen le. it's called YOUNG ADULT
2. Participated in a very important parade. proud event. very nice.
3. sad things happened.

so much on one day. too much to handle? well yea but what can i do... life still has to go on.

^^

on to happy parts. PRESENTS EVERYBODY PRESENTS.

things i may need or really need

1.Money. ( YES PLEASE!)

2. handphone ( changing le dun buy me one)

3. wallet ( place to put coin spoilt le)

4.car ? ( nah not so fast. no money to pay for it also)

5. Companionship? ( YES PLEASE. or maybe not hmmm not sure but sure would nice to have)
6.shoes? ( maybe )

7.more nice clothes ( YES PLEASE)

8. Car licence ( YES PLEASE)

9. long hair ( OH YES YES PLEASE but have to wait 2 years)

10. i still havent decided yet.

oh my i got alot i need hor. haha too bad lah got alot of needs but sometimes some is lazy some is bo bian some is need time.