why dun you juz shoot me ~ i'm emo
ah this week. still recee many different primary schools. then on thursday finish early. so went Maju camp to look around awhile then left for the last few primary schools. Finish le jiu can go home straight. Reach home and found no one at home. so i had the whole house to myself.
turned on my computer and blasted some english music and also s.h.e new album the song MAYDAY. quite loud but i know it was not at loud to disturb others.
Slowly i decided to juz play S.H.E Mayday only. very very nice it has becum my favourite song now. And i put that song only in my playlist and on repeat.
Saw the mv on youtube. and in the evening while i watch mtv channel i got see it on chinese mtv also.
can't stop listening to the song and it's mv. somemore now is month of may.. wu yue de tian ~~
Watch celebrity deathmatch on english mtv channel then go have dinner.
I was feeling damn hungry. so i bought pai gu mian and roti prata and a desert. xi mi lu.
wah eat le so full so happy. then watch ch 8 the mars vs venus. Went to sleep at 12.
Friday
woke up 8am and went to have breakfast and banking later on. then come back slack abit. then around 11 my bro came. he off and was in the area so he came up. tok to me until it was time to go for my out camp run.
Zhun Zhun 12 noon my friends who book out call me. all at same time. my phone was ringing but 3 contacts showed. i wonder which one to pick up. i didn't care much so juz press the green pickup button.
tok to them all individually. Then changed and went to redhill mrt. along the way i plugged in earphones on my psp with S.H.E Mayday on repeat. listen while i walked to mrt and on the mrt.
On the mrt, some kids and one was shouting STOP IT !!!! the kid has some problems de.he would shout loudly from time to time.
Back to me, I forgot i put my phone on slient so my platoon mate gave me 3 missed calls.I saw it as i was approaching clementi and i took out my phone to check time.. saw my phone got 3 missed calls so i called back. My this platoon mate he cannot take stress one little bit little bit he tok loudly. He shouted " Oei why u never listen phone?" i was shocked but i juz clamly said "my phone on slient " then he orh then give me listen "music"
Well i dun blame him cuz he always liddat so nvm. met them . and he said " he was gan cheong cuz my friend car is reaching and he scared i won't be there in time" i understand.
reach le i we all got into the car and left. he was driving a MPV so all of us could get in. there were 6 of us.
My friend halfway during journey plugged his ipod ino the car radio then played my favourite song woooo. S.H.E Mayday. And next song was S.H.E Zhong Guo Hua then rest all cao meng songs.
Reach le we went in changed and go to form up area. Waited very long then run began. wah i very long time never run, stamina drop. my friend ( the one who drove) he still best lah. he accompany me all the way. we juz decided to run at our own pace and not chiong like the rest. later they will die :P
After that we all went marina square. I didnt want to eat burger king cuz i ate it once during this week. but out of 6 i one against it so too bad. had to follow them.
Go marina square and the manager not bad if u know wad i mean. then eat le sit there tok and tok then jiu left. some of them left on the spot. some took my friend's ride cuz on the way. He asked me if i was going home. i said nah i going meet my friend.
So i went back to his car to collect my bag and went to meet kk.
Kk wanted to buy electronic shaver and air freshner. so we went carrefour to buy. he ate at pastamania and we toked. while he eat i got play abit psp.
Then walk around and my legs were killing me. not becos i never do cool down properly but juz tired that kind of pain. then we walk abt until 9.30 then left.
Home did nuthin much but rest lor.
Saturday
Actually saturday was a very happy day for me. i duno why but i juz feel happy. but later in the day i felt very emo. i hate this feeling. Makes me look like wimpy ass. but i duno why i juz felt it. "I'm juz a spare . i dun even get to have that kind of treatment."
This is wad i felt. Its due to something lah .
Anyway hours before i felt emo my dad did ask me wanna go out. i decided to dedicate saturday to a stay home and slack day. So i stayed home while they went out. Even though i was feeling very emo from time to time. on the time when i was lying on my sofa not emo-ing i watched mtv and axn.
Axn showed Hollow man. After Hollow Man, watch World Most Amazing Videos.Then suddenly at 6am my bro came over again. i was like eh how come u come? then my bro said his wife got company dinner and my bro didn;t finish his practical lesson of his class 4 license in time so he never go .
He wanted to come over to tok to my parents but they weren't around. then awhile later my parents came home le.
At night, i was doing nuthin much.
Sunday
Woke up early then watch the jacky wu show which got Kang Kang and NONO as guests. Wah they very funny lor. If only they are still in jacky wu show. The new hosts not really nice lah. The what Jiu Kong and Hong Duo La Si. I think their ratings are not as high as like last time when Kang Kang and NONO .
Then watch the Guo Guang Pang Pang Mang. Got interview S.H.E.. In the afternoon, watch MTV again and lol more s.h.e Mayday. They top leh in the countdown. then my parents went to buy some stuff. I didn't follow i juz stayed home and watch Jackass The Movie.
Nuthin much to update le.
Juz hoping can quickly ORD. Tml i off.
This coming tuesday Guard duty. Gonna be doing it with the platoon mates which showed me the ugly face. haiz.
fuk i dun like to be emo but it juz comes. fuk this feeling. really suxs. but what can i do. maybe u feel i think too much. but it's juz there lor i can't help it. ********* dun worry it's not a valgurity. its juz a word i am feeling.
turned on my computer and blasted some english music and also s.h.e new album the song MAYDAY. quite loud but i know it was not at loud to disturb others.
Slowly i decided to juz play S.H.E Mayday only. very very nice it has becum my favourite song now. And i put that song only in my playlist and on repeat.
Saw the mv on youtube. and in the evening while i watch mtv channel i got see it on chinese mtv also.
can't stop listening to the song and it's mv. somemore now is month of may.. wu yue de tian ~~
Watch celebrity deathmatch on english mtv channel then go have dinner.
I was feeling damn hungry. so i bought pai gu mian and roti prata and a desert. xi mi lu.
wah eat le so full so happy. then watch ch 8 the mars vs venus. Went to sleep at 12.
Friday
woke up 8am and went to have breakfast and banking later on. then come back slack abit. then around 11 my bro came. he off and was in the area so he came up. tok to me until it was time to go for my out camp run.
Zhun Zhun 12 noon my friends who book out call me. all at same time. my phone was ringing but 3 contacts showed. i wonder which one to pick up. i didn't care much so juz press the green pickup button.
tok to them all individually. Then changed and went to redhill mrt. along the way i plugged in earphones on my psp with S.H.E Mayday on repeat. listen while i walked to mrt and on the mrt.
On the mrt, some kids and one was shouting STOP IT !!!! the kid has some problems de.he would shout loudly from time to time.
Back to me, I forgot i put my phone on slient so my platoon mate gave me 3 missed calls.I saw it as i was approaching clementi and i took out my phone to check time.. saw my phone got 3 missed calls so i called back. My this platoon mate he cannot take stress one little bit little bit he tok loudly. He shouted " Oei why u never listen phone?" i was shocked but i juz clamly said "my phone on slient " then he orh then give me listen "music"
Well i dun blame him cuz he always liddat so nvm. met them . and he said " he was gan cheong cuz my friend car is reaching and he scared i won't be there in time" i understand.
reach le i we all got into the car and left. he was driving a MPV so all of us could get in. there were 6 of us.
My friend halfway during journey plugged his ipod ino the car radio then played my favourite song woooo. S.H.E Mayday. And next song was S.H.E Zhong Guo Hua then rest all cao meng songs.
Reach le we went in changed and go to form up area. Waited very long then run began. wah i very long time never run, stamina drop. my friend ( the one who drove) he still best lah. he accompany me all the way. we juz decided to run at our own pace and not chiong like the rest. later they will die :P
After that we all went marina square. I didnt want to eat burger king cuz i ate it once during this week. but out of 6 i one against it so too bad. had to follow them.
Go marina square and the manager not bad if u know wad i mean. then eat le sit there tok and tok then jiu left. some of them left on the spot. some took my friend's ride cuz on the way. He asked me if i was going home. i said nah i going meet my friend.
So i went back to his car to collect my bag and went to meet kk.
Kk wanted to buy electronic shaver and air freshner. so we went carrefour to buy. he ate at pastamania and we toked. while he eat i got play abit psp.
Then walk around and my legs were killing me. not becos i never do cool down properly but juz tired that kind of pain. then we walk abt until 9.30 then left.
Home did nuthin much but rest lor.
Saturday
Actually saturday was a very happy day for me. i duno why but i juz feel happy. but later in the day i felt very emo. i hate this feeling. Makes me look like wimpy ass. but i duno why i juz felt it. "I'm juz a spare . i dun even get to have that kind of treatment."
This is wad i felt. Its due to something lah .
Anyway hours before i felt emo my dad did ask me wanna go out. i decided to dedicate saturday to a stay home and slack day. So i stayed home while they went out. Even though i was feeling very emo from time to time. on the time when i was lying on my sofa not emo-ing i watched mtv and axn.
Axn showed Hollow man. After Hollow Man, watch World Most Amazing Videos.Then suddenly at 6am my bro came over again. i was like eh how come u come? then my bro said his wife got company dinner and my bro didn;t finish his practical lesson of his class 4 license in time so he never go .
He wanted to come over to tok to my parents but they weren't around. then awhile later my parents came home le.
At night, i was doing nuthin much.
Sunday
Woke up early then watch the jacky wu show which got Kang Kang and NONO as guests. Wah they very funny lor. If only they are still in jacky wu show. The new hosts not really nice lah. The what Jiu Kong and Hong Duo La Si. I think their ratings are not as high as like last time when Kang Kang and NONO .
Then watch the Guo Guang Pang Pang Mang. Got interview S.H.E.. In the afternoon, watch MTV again and lol more s.h.e Mayday. They top leh in the countdown. then my parents went to buy some stuff. I didn't follow i juz stayed home and watch Jackass The Movie.
Nuthin much to update le.
Juz hoping can quickly ORD. Tml i off.
This coming tuesday Guard duty. Gonna be doing it with the platoon mates which showed me the ugly face. haiz.
fuk i dun like to be emo but it juz comes. fuk this feeling. really suxs. but what can i do. maybe u feel i think too much. but it's juz there lor i can't help it. ********* dun worry it's not a valgurity. its juz a word i am feeling.
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